March 2012
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February 2012
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walk slowly
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someone deleted his facebook
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Andreessen and other venture capitalists say the entrepreneurs they fund at 18 or 19 typically have been prepping for years — learning computer code, taking on ambitious freelance projects and educating themselves on the Internet.
i don’t know how to handle it when moderately attractive Arabic men ask me what my religion is or what I believe in. I’m scared to tell the truth but I always want to listen to them. It’s a change for me to listen to someone speak about their lives with such assurance.
so i know i was like crying on here about my best friend and dreaming about him blah blah blah but since he gave me his number i haven’t had the courage to actually call him. i dunno, i feel like now that i can i have no interest in doing it whatever
un-loveable:
One day I would like to wake up happy/comfortable with who/where I am in life - to realize just how much I have instead of always thinking of what I dont. It feels as if I’ve always existed in a region between miserable/lonely and happy/popular and not belonging to anything is nice, but it also makes you feel invisible. Anyway, I really need to get to work and remind myself of the...
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dunning–Kruger_effect
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when you dream that your best friend directly asks you what you would give to see him again
self-awareness - 98% desensitizing, 2% liberation
Barron’s Sat Prep De Profundis The Devil’s Dictionary The Diary of Anais Nin: Volume One The Revolt of the Angels The Second Sin
In no particular order, this is the list of books I have checked out from the library. I’m trying to change my hobbies from video games to something more productive and I guess reading.. works.. for now..
when you tell your best friend whom you’ve haven’t seen or talked to, but thought immensely about, in years, that you dream about him all the time.
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January 2012
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I NEED MORE AFFECTION THAN YOU KNOW
are your ideas re-volutionary are you important at all
I see, so that’s your true appearance.
i seriously cannot tell whether people in my humanities classes are just stupid or what. I always leave these classes with a feeling of success because in comparison with these retards im like a genius. yo. If I stay here though I’m afraid I’ll always be like second rate or something. I’m not really competing for anything but I still get this debilitating feeling of weakness when...
I tried it five years ago. I was at a neighbor’s house and fired a gun at my head. Nothing happened; it seemed empty. I fired it at a wall and put a bullet in it. So a minute later I found some Seconals in a medicine cabinet. I remember watching cartoons and taking the pills one by one. A neighbor lady found me and couldn’t wake me up. I couldn’t open my eyes or move, but I...
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There some people at college whose faces seem to just be like falling off out of like.. boredom or monotony with their own lives or something. Like.. I get this overwhelming feeling of disgust when I see them.
I SHOULD HAVE IT ALL
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it’s kind of awkward always being that person who hates everyone other people like
the eagle never lost so much time as when he submitted to learn of the crow
Are we to look at cherry blossoms only in full bloom, the moon only when it is cloudless? To long for the moon while looking on the rain, to lower the blinds and be unaware of the passing of the spring — these are even more deeply moving. Branches about to blossom or gardens strewn with flowers are worthier of our admiration.
The three closest “friends” I’ve made at community college are an ex-meth addict, an MDMA user and an alcoholic.
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